prObasiOns test TOmOrrOw!

tomorrow will be the test for probasions.

havent really prepared yet

but soon.

anggOngpOpii.

天狗食日

after cOming back frOm redbOx

satisfied after sing my throat Out

buy sOme apple dOnuts...

reach hOme...

i saw my fluffy orangyyy cat biting sOmething

ahh...

my mind was thinking

"bagusnya.. tangkap tikus"

den sdnly my ahma n my granpa & his fren stand around tht cat

i wOnder what happen after went inside my hOuse n place my bag.

sO i jz simply Out n c

OMG.

FUCKING ASSHOLE!

the oranggyy cat wasnt biting a tikus

BUT it's OWN KITTEN!

OMGOMGOMGOMG

I CANT REALLY BELIEVE WHAT I SAW.

the bOdy was a.p.a.r.t

legs, head & body were separated

GOSH!

damn sO CRUEL.

i cant believe it

such a beast.

nOt Only killing it's Own kitten but tear it apart

O.O

can u jz imagine.

LoLs

Ahh

As usual

2.00pm finish school

ride bike back tO my hOme Sweet hOme

after reach hOme

i get my bOttle & pencil case frOm the basket Of my bike

den i realized something's nOt cOrrect

LoLs.

My Cousin's helmet kena Stole dy

OMG

that kind of helmet pun mau curi...

==lll

tak tersangka-sangka PFS students sO nO taste (pOinting tO the One whO steal my cousin's helmet)

=)

UP II is OVER!

ahhh.

damn sO r.e.l.i.e.v.e.d mia~

after struggling 4 days with Books.

at last.

it ends

im sO tensiOn mia.

many ppl arOund me kena tahan my temper.

which flames during my exam period

sorry guys!

tOday i had my last paper : Perniagaan

lucky i went to sch by car tOday

thus, i have more time tO study in the car..

during traffic jam

argh.

really sO jam one.

feel sO sakit hati

cuz i knew i did a lot of careless mistakes in econs.

argh!

i aim for A one.... TT

hOpefully i cany dO well in Perniagaan too

anggOng pOpiii..

Friendship

friendship doesnt matter what colour you are

For me,

friend is someOne you ever need in Life.

when u dOnt have a hOme tO stay

a shelter tO hide

friend is sOmeOne u could lean against

Friend plays an impOrtant rOles in my Life.

They light up my life..

They give me strength

They give me suppOrt.

Friend im pOinting is a True Friend.

evryOne can be friend but nOt evryOne is a true friend.

having good friends,

1 or 2 will be more than enOugh~..

it's actually hard tO get real friend la..

appreciate evry each of urs friendship

=]

this is One of my Best friend=]

UP II

time fly so fast...

ive been struggling in form6 for 2months 12days

glad im still here

breathing.

cos many ppl said that Form6 is real Tough.

-unbelievable? believe it.-

So fast~

UP II is just around the corner~

wad i should prepare...

NOT REALLY PREPARED YET.

thing i never miss everyday

f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k

but i still gOt study hOhr~~~

aiks...

exam mOde gOing tO be On sOOon.

gOnna miss f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k

n my dakdak pet

xD

sO addicted tO pet sOciety

sO guys.

WISH ME "GOOD LUCK"

-terima kasih-

*Check out these cheating methods..*

- i wont dO these. i swear.-

enjoyy

currently enjoying facebook

roar

LEO (The Lion)

Great talker.

Attractive and passionate.

Laid back.

Knows how to have fun.

Is really good at almost anything.

Great kisser.

Unpredictable.

Outgoing.

Down to earth.

Addictive.

Attractive.

Loud.

Loves being in long relationships..

Talkative.

Not one to mess with.

Rare to find.

Good when found.

not fair one

not fair one~
i wana be in Cheeseman~
but then tht kokoLee changed me into P.RamLee pulakk
i dontwannnn~
P.RamLee so lame one....

ytd was the 1st match for badminton
P.RamLee's lose in both single & double.
opponent was PinHorn. (strong lo~)
so..
me the pity one waited for so long for mix double wif marzali...
*POOFs*
tak ada i mia turn
==

nvm.

today....
2nd round.
P.RamLee's captain.
-not here-
single&double players.
-not here-
*ish*
oni the mix is here
waloae.
gotta walk over with wu lien teh pulakkkk
TT
sadness & disappointment conquer
TT
nOt Fair One!

but den today quite okay
i kena headshot by one malay guy~
not sure bout his name but he's from 5Elit.
(i'll revenge x))
playing with one MrTP, & MrCheeseman.
LoLs..
coming wif these name cause they call me MsP.RamLee.
==
kena bullied by them pulakk
*ISH*

by 5.30 i went home dy
damn tired~

Today Is SOMEONE's Birthday~!
*HaPPyBirthday!*
aiiiLove You!

kiikii

aww gosh.

im sick again

so terrible one.

sdnly having in school

jasa keep asking me

"u wanna go home anot?

u okie a not"

and mostly

"drink more water"

just like my mum.

lols

now.

having terrible sore throat

omg.

feel likee taking it off my trachea.

TT

any solution for this?

immediate one. pls.

from 11May.

i havent introduce my new classmate to u guys yet

alrite..

now im glad to introduce them

1. Jasawendie Lim

she's such a "funny" girl.

always come in late to class after recess

crapping n goyang around 6R1 & 6R2

always perli her NangNang

(p/s: NanNang comes from nangka. She looks totally similiar)

Quite rajin mia budak la actually

very muka tebal

evryday say herself pretty n cute

(actually thats the way u should praise urself)

BIGHEADPRAWN!

she could lost her IC n she never know that

until she nid it ytd.

We always share Love Story

(usually only she listen to what i say)

dll.

2.Ika Silviana

she's a very talkative girl..

when a topic comes..

she's just talk like nobody else.

xD

always perli her that her name "I"

near to "J" wch will lead to dumbness

(Like Jasa)

she loves her man

kinda lazy girl.

xD

That's 2 for today...

i'll intro u guys other of my GREAT friends next time

=)

Kindly pause the song played in my blog..

agree with it

do you know

sometimes argument or conflicts in relationship will then make this relationship closer?

yes i do agree this statement.

u argue cause u care whats the best for ur partner

conflicts made by God happen are not to bring troubles...

it's a mission.

a mission to accomplish using the best way

the best method.

trust in urself.

trust in ur spirit

trust the God.

talk to God & seek for His help

evrything will be just fine.

im sorry!

yesterday

when i was watching TRANSFORMER

my 爸爸called me..

dunno why...

im feeling like talking to someone i dont really noe

instead he's my father.

suddenly...

i feel something bad inside me

feel like i said something wrong

something that....

enough to hurt my mum.

i know she loves me...

so do i.

the thing is

we dont know hw to express to each other

yet

i still cn feel her love

her mother instinct here

yet.

the one who really shud do never...

has been abandoned me for past 18 years

i can even calculate how many times he called me since he left me.

and i bet,

he never noes anything about me.

my age even he dont know

so,

know only i noe

she's the one who really cares about me

she's the one who really loves me

this actually shows

how strong is our relationship

even we are far apart.

mum,

im sorry

i dont mean to hurt uv

i was just...

dunno what im thinking in my mind.

im full of tense

full of stress

full of work.

evry teacher look up high on me

many teacher purpose me for posts in clubs, societies n so on.

i try to express mysef thru here only...

i dont mean to make u cry.

im sorry.

please dont cry.

your teaars make my heart melts.

iLoveuMum.

Youre the Best！

i wan u

one day.. i was feeling too free..

thus, i start surfing my frens' blog..

found jun212 blog..

she speaks about her mum...

these really hit me.

flashing back...

since i was std 1 until now..

my mum seldom.

erm.

or i shud say never attend any of my school activities included parents' day...

graduation day..

any big day la.

ive never seen her face downstage.

i had couples of performance in school for past 11 yrs of schooling.

but..

unfortunately..

no0ne downstage screaming my name... or snapshots..

nothing.

sdnly..

i feel so miserable.

so...

lost.

i rmb somebody told me about my bro

"he has his 1st tooth fall"

"he's in std1~"

"he has he's 1st certificate"

so on.

i have couples of question to ask..

& i rly wonder do my mum rly cn ans it.

1. do you know when i had my 1st tooth?

2. do you know when was my chickenpox attack?

3. do you know what i have for my UPSR?

4. do you know who is my teacher?

5. do you know how i go to school evryday?

6. do you know my schoolbadge number?

7. do you know when was my 1st period?

8. do you know what colour i like?

9. do you know im a top student in school?

10. do u know how much i want u to be beside me?

yes.

i know u pay evrything for evry of my need

but cn u pay love that i really need?

perhaps

u cnt.

people always ask me

"why dint u stay with ur mum in singapore"

i was like...

trying hard to escape that question

cuz i dunno how to ans.

i wonder.

wonder why things comes like this.

evrything in my life...

u noe thru somebody, something

eg: i talk to u thru msn, phonecalls...u noe things about me thru er yi, or xiao yi..

but den.

we cnt manage to speak face to face...

anytime, anywhr

it's different u noe~

different.

when i have problem...

i cn just talk to ahma, er yi.... & some of my frens

i wana talk to u...

but how?

i got nothing much to express

my comfortable with my affluent life..

adapted.

no worries.

moreover

there's nothing i cn do to change facts