im sorry!

yesterday

when i was watching TRANSFORMER

my 爸爸called me..

dunno why...

im feeling like talking to someone i dont really noe

instead he's my father.

suddenly...

i feel something bad inside me

feel like i said something wrong

something that....

enough to hurt my mum.

i know she loves me...

so do i.

the thing is

we dont know hw to express to each other

yet

i still cn feel her love

her mother instinct here

yet.

the one who really shud do never...

has been abandoned me for past 18 years

i can even calculate how many times he called me since he left me.

and i bet,

he never noes anything about me.

my age even he dont know

so,

know only i noe

she's the one who really cares about me

she's the one who really loves me

this actually shows

how strong is our relationship

even we are far apart.

mum,

im sorry

i dont mean to hurt uv

i was just...

dunno what im thinking in my mind.

im full of tense

full of stress

full of work.

evry teacher look up high on me

many teacher purpose me for posts in clubs, societies n so on.

i try to express mysef thru here only...

i dont mean to make u cry.

im sorry.

please dont cry.

your teaars make my heart melts.

iLoveuMum.

Youre the Best！