Cinta Gadis.

Cinta sememangnya memerlukan pengorbanan

namun, ramai yang terkorban demi cinta...........

不想了

过去的
就让它过了

在勉强也没用
我并不是没有努力过
是他，比较自在现在的生活

虽然我们现在
还是“情侣”
但这样半天吊的情况下
我只好听命

如果他真的回心转意
真心对待我
真心爱我
我们的故事又能继续了！

但如果是sebaliknya....
我，也没办法

我的心
淡了。

学校的东西快把我逼疯了

我应该好好分配时间了

免得熬坏自己

读书，工作，补习，钢琴，娱乐

家人，朋友。

他回来了

merujuk kepada perkara di atas.

dia telah pulang ke sisiku.

全新的我

看开。

我阿姨呀
还劝我别再拍拖了
是时候 专 心 读 书了~~

最近的我
都很忙
故意让忙碌来麻醉自己
满有效的

这，
会让我想他___________少一点
让我自己____舒服一些

未来
还有很多东西等着我
但
我自己
还是在等待过去的他。

我们成为了过去

我和他
曾经是朋友们的骄傲

如今
我们的故事
在此画上了句号。

没有了希望
然而
我的生命也好像少了某些东西

空虚
每次都是他来弥补
现在
我得自己面对

家里的每一个角落
都留着他的背影
永远的背影。

我相信
他偶尔也会看到我的背影在他家里。

一段那么久的感情
我真的没办法放弃
最终
我还是得背叛我自己
提出做朋友。

那么
你会快乐一些
我什么都愿意
只要你开心就好~

我，
还会得着你回心转意。

我。很想你。

s i n g l e.

我会坚持到底。

不会放开你。

你是我的唯一。

永远只爱你。

期待明天

我期待
期待你明天会给的答案

我期待
期待你是否会回心转意

这几天
我都在想
我们以前在一起的美好回忆

我，
没办法忘掉
也不想我们的故事在此停止。

你今天告诉我
你现在过得很好
很开心

那是不是
是不是在暗示某些事情？

我希望
希望不是我所想的那样。

这不是对我最好的答案
我要的是你。

Cant Wait For The Audition

yeah.

as was told.

im so n e r v o u s.

gaga.

im going to perform in front of FREEs

gaga...

im not hoping for Anna's character

but hoping for the 2nd major one.

hopefully.

=)

gambateh

You're my deepest addiction

u asked me to let you go.
i tried.
but i couldnt adapt to live without u.

it's not easy as u think
i know some people would say :
dont worry, there are still many boys out there.
my heart told me :
he's the one i want to spend my life with.

i understand
i know that you want to leave a better memory for us if one day we have to be apart
but i want u to understand.
this isn't a good memory
as the matter of fact
there'll be a scar
which will stay there forever unmended.

no matter how.
i insisted to stay by u

we can face anything together
as long as we have mutual trust

i promise.
i will tolerate u.

but pls.
d o n t ever says that u wana leave me

i never been so insist on anything before but you dear
u make me did it.
i want you to know

how much
i love you
i miss you
i need you
i want you

i never had this kind of feeling

the second day without he's appearance in front of me
everyday,
i can just stare at his photos saved securely in my cellphone.
i guess
only this can makes me feel slightly better.

maybe it will be a little bit tough for me for the first 3-4 days
but i'll try hard not to think so much

focuses on my studies
more things are coming in february

moreover,
i dunwana disturb u..
or else u will feel like im annoying
as the matter of fact, ive been always annoying u. this is what i like to do to you =)

i can just tell the blog
how much i miss you

i always think twice before texting u
cuz i dunwana add to my misery
afraid that u wouldnt wana reply me.

so
i insisted to text u as few as i can.
im trying hard.
=)

lastly.
from the bottom of my heart

iloveyou. imissyou. so damn very freaky super duper much.

我不想记住这一天.

你突然对我说

我的生活方式都变了
COLLEGE 的生活是跟平常不一样的
没办法每天陪你.

加上
我爸妈不喜欢我有女朋友.
那么,你曾对我说"来我家啦,很久没见我妈妈了."
是有什么目的?
我有多傻. 还以为你妈妈喜欢我.
原来只是我在一厢情愿.

你说你没空
又没什么工作
所以不能跟我出去.
毕竟, 你在跟你妈妈拿钱
我说呀,
来看看我也不行吗?
当初2-3天没见面
我们是多么的痛苦
如今,
你说"只有星期四能见面"

你只到那对我来说有多么痛苦吗?
难道来看看我会花你很多时间和金钱吗?
那么, 你花的一切
让我来赔赏好吗?

说真的
我不能没有你.

1/7. 我不能接受.

God's will.

a teacher of mine from Thailand, Mrs Supraporn
had her elder daugther married on 271209
it was a great wedding ceremony

evryone included my best friend,
Mrs Supraporn 2nd daughther, Jaruchat Rattanopas (J E W)
Gib, Due and many else....

yesterday night when i was urging to finish my presentation
i rcv a news from Gib that Jew's elder sister past away
with her husband in an accident
on 010110, 4th day after their wedding ceremony

i was like O.O
cant believe their fate was that short

neeway
i tried to ring her but she did not answer me

im kinda worry bout her
i should find some kinda way to give her willpower.

p/s: JEW! ยินดี เสมอยินดี. ทุก อย่าง จะ ดี! JubJub

im i n n o c e n t

im i n n o c e nt

went to queensbay with my cousins.
pergi guardian beli cosmetics
bought foundation and lipgloss

yeah..
and my cousin bought.. erm..
nail polisher..
blabla..

heading counter and get a piece of 50
paying evrything...
leave guardian

guess what
im holding unpaid lipgloss straight out from guardian

^^Y yeah~


i repeat
im i n n o c e n t

Let's Scream For A V A T A R!

went and watch avatar with kazuko, felicia and grace

goyang goyang in qbay and visit piko sasa who's frustrated working on 29dec2oo9

makanmakan in new Queens Market, i think the name is right.

visit my deardear who also desperating working on the day

avatar is a nice movie

hi-tech and makes me feel like having an avatar for myself!

Today,

driving kancil 850, auto

going gp with brenda, kelly and yiQing

going to watch a v a t a r again

muahaha

cant make it to watch 1210 as we reach around 1240

miss a lot dy

planned to watch 3.15 geh

expenditure :

food = Rm66++

Movie = Rm35

Parking = Rm7

neeway

worth it la.

family joy =)

i Love Avatar!