I, disappointed u?

How to be the Top Finalists in you?

Started to think
am i wasting 19years of my life
doing nothing?
creating nothing?

u dont see what i did
u dont see what ive created
u dont see who I AM.

uve ever bother?

"you dont know how much he loves you"
Frankly im telling
IDK.

you tell me
how much.

Why is it always me?
why me??